I love you so much, I can't look at your face

driving down a highway low into the valley, deeper and deeper until my hands loose their grip
you can tape all of the creases, fold them just right, button up the losses, but I wont bend, I wont win, I wont fight
cause I am brighter than the cosmos I am just gonna swim into another tide, 
swim into another tide
swim into another tide

into some one else's life

my cards are on the table it ain't poker its tarot
 I don't need to see the faces
they are burned into my tomorrow
and you sit next to me at the table
I cant flinch I cant move
my heart turns into hot lava then glops out onto the floor
wish I was a door 
I'd walk through myself
I'd walk through myself
I'd walk through myself

I love you so much